A quick trans-change of mind

Hello my fellow bloggers and curious minds! A quick question to run your minds.... Have you ever wonder when you sit on that uncaring chair and stare through your window and see mattress of grass all along your sight,clear blue painted skies and millions of trees thats shapes the earth but you took an innocent blink of an eye and suddenly everything dissappear and whats left are only a billion yards of brown, dusty, unwanted, cracks once filled with the sight you saw a second ago now you and that chair are left alone with a huge pointy detention hat thats covered with the word "Why?" but the odd thing is your just still like a statue with unshut eyes but emotion moving wild in you..... You should understand why I ask that question... Now you got to understand the obvious message across my question... Peace

On the clouds with a free Mind

Ive been enjoying my time off from school where a place which I have to face reality to where I stand..... My feelings now is that I dont wanna face reality cause I wanna stay floating in the air with no care but then again we all know this is merely impossible no matter how much you think...Its like when you just woke up from a very pleasent dream and all of a sudden you get a eye-opener of a reality slap .. Being so free from the pressure of achievement it feels so nice but this brand of pressure is nothing compared to a shoe of an adult where soon we will put on....Some people say your school years are your best years I think I only manage to understand maybe 2% percent of the actual meaning.... From my understanding to that statement is that at that age theres really not much care from getting a job, money and blablabla cause parents are there... and also we wouldnt be judge so hard when we do a crime and actions that will be taken on us by the law wouldnt be as harsh as an adult.. yea we do sometimes complain about school and bunch but we didnt realize we had it better than adults even though there are so good points about being an adult... We are still in a safe wooden box that is slowly dissapearing from years that past which acts a termites(the spelling was from a friend of mine) eating it so we can see whats it like outside...Well a certain part of my able body is ready to embrace what will be a challenge and a certain part of me is not ready.

Theres nothing more scary then waking up on fine morning seeing yourself in a mirror with a face of unacceptance and think how time passes you by without alerting you... Im young but not old enough to understand hhaha.. Pretty much what Im writing now might not make much sense because everything is not in orrder haha... How im scared to know my time will come BUT one thing I hope that will stay young and wild is my soul and spirit... Physicaly old with a soul and a spirit of a child haha.. I guess my ideas for writing now is a flat battery so thats it for now enjoy life, enjoy yourslef and enjoy nature...PEACE

P.S. When I look at leaves from a distant somehow it looks like im seeing it right infront of my eyes